Friday, July 31, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
വി.പി.പിയും ആദ്യത്തെ ഉമ്മയും
“ഡീ, നിന്റെ അമ്മച്ചിക്ക് താരാട്ട് കിട്ടി1“.
ടെലിഗ്രാം അടിക്കുമ്പോലെ അനിയത്തിയുടെ ഒറ്റ വരി മെയില്. മറുപടി അതേ നാണയത്തിന്റെ മറുപുറത്ത് നാരായം കൊണ്ടെഴുതണമെന്ന് ചിന്തിച്ചതാണ്.
“അടുത്തത് ഉടനെ വരും- അമ്മ എന്നോട് പറഞ്ഞ നുണകള്2, കൈപ്പറ്റുക.” എന്ന് മാത്രമെഴുതി.
മെയില് അയച്ച് കഴിഞ്ഞ് വല്ലാതൊരങ്കലാപ്പ്. ഇനി മമ്മി എഴുതാപ്പുറങ്ങള് വല്ലതും വായിച്ചാലോ?
ഉടനെ അടുത്ത മെയില് അയച്ചു. “മമ്മിക്ക് ഒരുമ്മ കൊടുത്തേക്കുക.”
പത്തിരുപത്തിനാല് മണിക്കൂര് കഴിഞ്ഞപ്പോള് മറുപടി-“അമ്പത് വര്ഷമായി ഒരു കുഴപ്പവും ഇല്ലാതിരുന്ന പാത്തുമ്മയുടെ ആട് ഇപ്പോള് ഉമ്മയില്ലാതെ അലഞ്ഞ് നടക്കുന്നുവെന്ന് മമ്മി പറയാന് പറഞ്ഞു!”
പത്തുമുപ്പത് വര്ഷക്കാലത്തെ ഔപചാരികതയുടെ ആണിക്കല്ല് ഒരുമ്മയാല് ഉലയുന്നതിന്റെ ഇരമ്പത്തിന്, ആര്ത്തലച്ച് പെയ്ത മഴയ്ക്ക് ശേഷം ഉമ്മറത്തെ ഇറമ്പില് നിന്നുതിരുന്ന വെള്ളത്തിന്റെ സ്വരമായിരുന്നു.
1- ശ്രീകുമാരന് തമ്പി, അമ്മയ്ക്കൊരു താരാട്ട്.
2- അഷിത.
Monday, July 13, 2009
റിന്സിയും ജോര്ജ്ജൂട്ടിയും; ചമയങ്ങളില്ലാത്ത നക്ഷത്രങ്ങള്ക്കൊപ്പം
12 2009 ˛ sabv _nemØn ae-bmfn Na-b-ß-fn-√mØ \£-{X-߃s°m∏w ae-bmfw kocn-b-ep-I-fnse IÆo¿ {]f-b-Øn¬ apßn \nh-tc≠n hcp∂ ae-bm-fn°v kmbn-∏ns‚ \m´n¬ Xma-kn-°p∂ Hcp aetUmWm abqcm bmfn IpSpw-_-Øns‚ IY hfsc hyXy-kvX-am-sbm-c-\p-`-h-am-bn-cp-∂p. ""A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ'' F∂ kn‰vtImw Ah¿°v {]nb-¶-c-ambreak.my.silence@gmail.com hm≥, ]ns∂ A[n-I-k-a-b-sa-Sp-Øn-√. bpSyq_n-eq-sS-bpw, ssIcfn Sn.-hn.-bn-eq-sSbpw ae-bm-fn-I-fpsS a\w Ih¿∂ A°-c-°m-gvNIƒ, Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bm-fn-bpsS Bi-Ifpw \ncm-i-Ifpw sR´-ep-Ifpw tImam-fn-Ø-c-ßfpw Im´n-°q-´-ep-Ifpw PmS-Ifpw F∂pth≠ kplr-Øp-°-fp-am-bp≈ a’-c-a-t\m-`mhw apX¬ ]c-Zq-jWw hsc hnj-b-ambn ImWn-°p-∂p. "A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ' ImWp∂ Hmtcm Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bmfnbpw kzbw tNmZn®p XpS-ßn. CXv Rm≥ Xs∂-bm-tWm, Rm≥ Cß-s\-sbm-s°-bmtWm? CXp Xs∂-bmWv "A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ' F∂ ae-bmfw kn‰vtImans‚ hnP-b-c-l-kyw. "A°-c-°m-gvN-Ifn'se \£-{X-߃, tPm¿Ppw dn≥knbpw Na-b-ß-fn-√msX _nemØn ae-bm-fn-tbmSp ]d™ hnti-j-߃ \nß-tf-h-cp-ambn ChnsS ]¶p hbv°p-∂p. Xnc-°n-\n-S-bnepw kwkm-cn-°m≥ kabw Is≠-Øn-b-Xn\v c≠p-t]¿°pw \μn ]d-™p-sIm≠v XpS-ß-s´..... (_n-emØn ae-bm-fn-°p-th≠n jn°m-tKm-bn¬ \n∂pw Cu A`n-apJw Xøm-dm-°n-bXv IYm-IrØv F∂ \ne-bn¬ Cu {]kn-≤o-I-c-W-Øn-eqsS Xs∂ hmb-\-°m¿°v ]cn-Nn-X-bmb tUmW abq-c.) 1986 apX¬, Ccp-]Øn aq∂p h¿j-ß-fmbn Ata-cn-°-bnse \yqP-gvkn-bn¬ Xma-kn-°p∂ kPv\n k°-dn-bsb \Ω-fn-tesd t]cpw Adn- b p- ∂ Xv A°- c - ° m- g vN- I - s f∂ ae- b mfw kn‰vtImanse dn≥kn-bm-bn-´m-Wv. F∂m¬ ""ag hoW-∏m-´p-Iƒ'' F∂ tÃPv \mSIw I≠n-´p≈ Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bm-fn-Iƒ°p kp]-cn-Nn-X-amb apJ-amWv kPv\n-bp-tS-Xv. ""ag hoW-∏m-´p-Iƒ'' ImWm≥ `mKyw e`n- ° mØ \ΩpsS ap∂n- t e°v F√m BgvNbpw kPv\n k°-dnb A°-c-°m-gvN-bnse tPm¿Pv tX°pw-aq-´n-ens‚ `mcy-bmbn FØp-∂p. amXm-]n-Xm-°ƒ Xncp-h-√m-°m¿. Ah¿ Xncp-h-\-¥-]p-cØv hoSp h®n-cp-∂-Xp-sIm≠v Ahn-sS-bm-bn-cp∂p ]T-\-sa-√mw. am¿ Chm-\n-tbmkv tImf-Pn¬ \n∂pw _n.-Fkv.kn sNbvXp. `¿ØrKrlw ]Ø-\w-Xn-´-bnse Ipºfmw s]mbvI-bn¬. kPv\n°v c≠p Ip´n-I-fp-≠v. ]Xn-s\m∂mw t{KUn¬ ]Tn°p∂ tam\pw, H≥]Xmw t{KUn¬ ]Tn-°p∂ tamfpw. `¿Ømhv, {InÃn, ^m¿a-kyq-´n-°¬ Iº-\n-bn¬ tPmen sNøp-∂p. \mSv an v sNøp-∂pt≠m? BZy-sams° D≠m-bn-cp-∂p. XpS-°Øn¬ ASpØ _‘p-°sf√mw \m´nem-bn-cp-∂p. Ct∏mƒ an°-hcpw Chn-sS-bm-Wv. \mSv GXm-sW∂p tNmZn®m¬, Ct∏mƒ Chn-sS-bm-sW∂p ]d-b-Ww. tPmen sNøp-∂pt≠m? _m¶n¬ tPmen sNbvXn-cp-∂p. Ct∏mƒ tPmen-bn-√. 2008 \hw-_-dn¬, kmº-ØnI amμyw aqew tetbm^v sNbvXp. hfsc Npcp-ßnb ka-bw-sIm≠v t{]£I a\- n-te°v \S∂p Ib-dnb A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fnse {][m\ kv{Xo IYm-]m-{X-am-Wt√m dn≥kn. C{X X∑b-Xz-tØmsS B IYm-]m-{XsØ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-∂-Xns‚ cl-ky-sa-¥mWv? F\n°v {][m\ Imc- W - a mbn tXm∂p- ∂ Xv IYm- ] m- { X- t Øm- S p≈ ""{SqØv^pƒs\ v'' BWv. Rm≥ A`n-\-bn-°p-I-bm-bn-cp-∂n-√. icn°pw B IYm-]m-{X-am-hp-I-bm-bn-cp-∂p. Rm\pw tPmkvIp-´nbpw Gsd \mfmbn ]ckv]cw Adn-bp-∂-Xm-Wv. c≠p-t]cpw "ss^≥ B¿´vkv ae-bmfw' F∂ {Kq∏n¬ F´p h¿j-ambn AwK-ß-fm-Wv. "ag-ho-W-∏m´v' F∂ c≠-c-a-Wn-°qdp≈ Hcp tkmjy¬ {Uma-bn¬ H∂n®v A`n-\-bn-®n-´p-≠v. Aßs\ R߃ XΩn¬ \√ ]cn-N-b-am-Wv. ]c-kv]cw Adn-bm-hp∂ Imc-W-Øm-emtWm \n߃ XΩn¬ kv{Io\n¬ C{X-am{Xw sIan-kv{Sn-bp-≈Xv? Xo¿®bm-bpw. AXp-sIm≠v ]e-cp-sSbpw hnNmcw R߃ icn-°p≈ `mcym-`¿Øm-°-∑m-cmWv F∂mWv (Nn-cn-°p-∂p......) N°n-tamfpw aØm-bn-°p™pw \nß-fpsS Ip´n-I-fmtWm? A√ (Nn-cn..), A√. F√m-h-cp-sSbpw hnNmcw Aß-s\-bm-Wv. Ahsc R߃°v t\csØ Adn-bmw. A∏-®\m-tWepw \Ωp-sS-IqsS ss^≥ B¿´vkv ae-bm-fØns‚ ]cn-]m-Sn-Iƒs°-√m-ap-≠.v ]e {Uma-Ifnepw D≠m-bn-cp-∂p. A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fn¬ hcm-\p≈ kml-N-cy-sa-¥mbncp∂p? ""ag-ho-W-∏m´v'' R߃ ^nem-U¬^n-b-bnse Hcp ]≈n-bpsS ^≠v sdbvknw-Kn\p th≠n sNbvXn-cp∂p. Ah¿ AhnsS h∂v Rßsf I≠p. AXm-bn-cp∂p HUo-j≥. Hcp aSn-bp-an-√msX R߃ c≠p-t]cpw sNømsa∂pw ]d-™p. A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ°p apºv kPv\n thsdmcp kocn-b-en¬ A`n-\-bn-®n´p≠v F∂p tI´n-cp-∂p. ""Ce-s]m-gnbpw t]mse'' F∂ Hcp sSen-^n-en-an-¬ A`n-\-bn-®n-´p-≠v. 2000˛-Øn¬ BWv AXp sNbvX-Xv. A`n-\b cwKØv kPv\n Hcp ]pXp-ap-J-ta-b-√, At√? ChnsS h∂-Xn¬]ns∂..... A√. Fs‚ A`n-\bw XpS-ßn-bXv Ata-cn°-bn-em-Wv. tImf-Pn-sems° Iem-a-’-c-ß-fn¬ ]s¶-Sp-Øn-´pt≠m? A`n-\-b-Ønepw \mS-I-Ønepw C√.... Cu Gcn-b-bn¬ FØn-s∏-Sp-sa∂v Hcp cq]hpw D≠m-bn-cp-∂n-√. kvIqfn¬ h®v Hcp {Uma Rm\pw Fs‚ knÃdp-sa√mw tN¿∂v sNbvXn-´p-≠v. ChnsS h∂-Xn\p tij-amWv Cu cwKØv kPo-h-am-b-Xv. kuμcy a’-c-Ønepw ]s¶-Sp-Øn-´p-≠t√m? (Nn-cn-°p-∂p....) AXmcm ]d-s™.... (ho-≠pw Nncn....) Rm≥ ]∏-cm-kn-∏Wn sNbvX-XmWv (Fs‚ NΩnb Nncn), AXv tKmkn∏m-bn-cpt∂m? (\n¿ØmsX Nncn-°p-∂p....) A√.... A√.... AXp Rm\pw Fs‚ tamfpw IqsS sNbvX-Xm-Wv. hSt° C¥y-°m¿ Chn-sSmcp ""aΩo B≥Uv ao'' F∂ t]cn¬ Hcp t]P‚ v \SØn ˛ AΩbpw aIfpw XΩn¬. AXv ck-am-Ipsa∂p IcpXn Rm\p- s as‚ tamfpw ]m¿´n- k n- t ∏‰v sNbv X p. R߃ c≠mƒ°pw AXv \∂mbn F≥tPmbv sNøm≥ ]‰n. hn lmUv F shcn KpUv ssSw. AXp am{X-am-bn-cp∂p Dt±-iw. ]ns∂ BZysØ ]Øv t]cn¬ R߃ FØp-Ibpw sNbvXp. A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fnse A`n-\-b-Øn\v ^manen kt∏m¿´ohv BtWm? AsX, Ah-sc√mw hfsc kt∏m¿´ohv BWv; {]tXy-In®pw `¿Øm-hv. AXn-s√-¶n¬ F\n°v CXn-te°v hcm≥ Ign-bn-√-t√m. H∂-c-h¿j-am-bn´v F√m i\n-bm-gvNbpw cmhnse jq´nw-Kn\p t]mIp-∂-Xm-Wv. sshIn´v Bdp-aWn, Ggp-a-Wn-bm-Ip-tºm-gmWv Xncn®p hcp-∂-Xv. Xn¶ƒ apX¬ sh≈n hsc tPmen... ]ns∂ jq´nw-Kv. Hmtcm-∂n\pw th≠n kabw Fßs\ Is≠-Øp∂p? AXv Hcp Ipg-∏-hp-an-√. Hm¿K-ss\-tk-j≥ B≥Uv ssSw amt\-Pvsa‚n¬ F\n°v Hcp t{]mªhpw C√. A°-c°m-gvNIfn¬ sabn≥ Bbn´v dn≥kn-sb∂ Hcp kv{Xo IYm-]m{Xw - am{X-am-Wp-≈-Xv. _m°n-bp-≈-h¿ h∂p t]mIp∂ IYm-]m-{X-ß-fm-Wv. A∏®-s\-t∏m-se, Kncn-Kn-cn-sb-t∏mse as‰mcp kv{Xo IYm-]m{Xw C√. ""A°-c°m-gvN-I-fn¬ kv{Xo {]mXn-\n[yw Ipd-ht√'' F∂p tNmZn-®m¬ kPv\n Fßs\ {]Xn-I-cn°pw? Rm\pw AXv Hm¿°m-dp-≠v. Rm≥ hnNm-cn°pw Ah¿°v Nne-t∏mƒ hnja-am-bn-cn°pw ˛ C\n kv{XoIsf hnfn-®m¬ `¿Øm-°-∑m¿ h√Xpw ]d-bptam, Fs∂m-s°. ]ns∂, kv{XoIƒ°v a°-sf-sbms° C´v t]mcWw jq´nwKn-\v. AXp-sIm-≠m-bn-cn°pw F∂p Rm≥ hnNm-cn-°p-∂p. ag-ho-W-∏m-s´∂ tÃPv t{]m{Km-an¬ A`n-\-bn-°p-∂Xv A°-c-°m-gvN-Ifnse A`n-\-bsØ klm-bn-®n-´p-t≠m, {]tXy-In®pw dnb¬ ssSw Bbn kw`m-j-W-߃ dnt°m¿Uv sNøp-tºmƒ? tijw ASpØ t]Pn¬ 13 2009 ˛ sabv _nemØn ae-bmfn ao. Ah-cn-sXm∂pw ImWp-∂n-s√-¶n¬ \Ωƒ H∂p-am-In√-t√m. Ah-cn-s√-¶n¬ \Ω-fn-√. Rm≥ Ft∏mgpw ]dbm- d p- ≠ v . B¿s°- ¶ nepw Fs∂ hnfn- ° - W - s a- ¶ n¬ hnfn®p sIm≈q, F∂v. bYm¿∞ Pohn-XØn¬ kPv\n Hcp \gvk√. F∂m¬ dn≥kn-sb∂ \gvkns\ C{X X∑-b-Xz-tØmsS Ah-Xcn-∏n-°p-∂-Xns‚ cl-ky-sa-¥mWv? F\n°v Ipsd \gvkp-am-cmb Iq´p-Im¿ D≠v. AhcpsS Pohn-Xhpw _p≤n-ap´pw F√mw F\n°v t\cn-´-dnbmw. thsd-sbm∂v tlmW-Ãen ]d-bmw.... Ct∏mƒ kn\na ImWp-tºmƒ Hcmƒ Dd-ßn-sb-Wo-°p∂ ko≥.... AXn¬ apJØp \ndsb ta°-∏v. Rms\-t∏mgpw hnNmcn°pw ˛ CsX-¥m, ta°-s∏√mw C´mtWm Dd-ßm≥ t]mb-sX∂v! kn‰vtIman¬ ho Hmƒ thbvkv Io∏n‰v dnb¬. AXp-sIm≠v Rm≥ ta°∏v A[nIw D]-tbm-Kn°m-dn-√. \Ωƒ ho´n¬ \nev°p-tºmƒ A[nIw ta°∏v CSm-dn-√-t√m. an°-hmdpw cwK-߃ ho´n-te-Xm-W-t√m. \ΩpsS kv{XoIƒ°n-S-bn¬, {]tXy-In®v \m´n-ep-≈h-cpsS ap∂n¬, Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bmfn kv{Xobmbv AhcpsS ap∂n-te°v FØp-∂Xv dn≥kn-sb∂ IYm-]m-{X-am-Wv, Ah-cmWv Ct∏mƒ Ah-cpsS ap∂n-ep≈ tdmƒ tamU¬. CXn-s\-∏‰n F¥m-W-`n{]mbw? ChnsS h∂v tPmen sNøp-∂-h¿, cm{Xn-bn¬ tPmen, ]I¬ ]mN-Iw, Ip´n-Iƒ.... F√mw Ign™v aq∂p, \mep aWn-°q¿ Dd-ßn, ho≠pw tPmen°p t]mhp-I... CsX√mw Chn-sS-bp≈ H´p-an° kv{XoI-fp-sSbpw IY-bm-Wv. {]tXy-In®pw \gvkp-am-cp-sS. A°-c°m-gvNIfnse 50 F∏n-tkm-Up-Ifn¬ ad-°m-\m-hmØ GsX-¶nepw - F∏n-tkm-Upt≠m? F\n°v F√m F∏n-tkm-Up-Ifpw {]nb-¶-c-am-Wv, ad-°m-\m-Im-Ø-Xm-Wv. Znkv hn¬ eohv hnXv ao. CXmWv Fs∂ Hcp \Sn B°n-b-Xv. \ΩpsS Ip™p-߃ F∂ Xc-Øn¬ I≠m¬, CXmWv Fs‚ Ip™v. AXns‚ \μn F\n°v Ft∏mgpw ImWpw. C\n-sbmcp kocn-b¬, As√-¶n¬ kn\n-a-bn¬ \n∂pw Hm^¿ hcn-I-bmsW-¶n¬ kzoI-cn-°ptam? Xo¿®-bmbpw Rm≥ AXv I¨kn-U¿ sNøpw Ic-®n¬ kocn-b¬ Hs°bm-sW-¶n¬.... Rm≥ Ic-®n-ens‚ Hcp ^m\-√. Ct∏mƒ F√m-Ønepw Ic®n-e-t√. Bfp-Iƒ°v AXmWn-jvS-sa∂p tXm∂p-∂p. AXm-Ip-at√m C{Xb-[nIw kocn-b-ep-I-fn¬ Ic-®n¬ hcm≥ CS-bm-Ip-∂-Xv. A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ 50 F∏n-tkm-Up-I-tfmsS Xocp-I-bmtWm? Ct∏mƒ \Ωƒ CXns\ Hcp t{_°v F∂mWv ]d-bp-∂-Xv. Cw•-≠nse tÃPv tjmbv°v th≠n dntl-gvk-en-s\√mw kabw thWw. AXp \∂mbn sNø-Ww. AXp-sIm-s≠ms° Ct∏mƒ Hcp t{_°v FSpØp Ign-™v, AsX√mw Xo¿∂-Xn\p tijw, hohn¬ Xn¶v F_u-´n-‰v. A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ°v ASpØ kok≥ D≠mIpw F∂v Dd-∏n®p ]d-bp∂nt√? D≠mIpw F∂v Dd-∏n®p ]d-bp-∂n-√. F∂m¬ D≠m-In√ F∂pw ]d-bp∂n-√. \Ωƒ CXv \n¿Øp-I-bmWv F∂p ]d-™√ \n¿Øn-b-Xv. Ct∏mƒ tÃPv tjmbv°v th≠n {]mIvSo-skms° sNø-Ww. C\nbpw ]e km[y-XI-fp-≠v. AsX√mw t\m°n sNøm-\mWv πm≥. hmb-\-°m-tcm-Smbn dn≥kn°v Fs¥-¶nepw ]d-bm-\pt≠m? sse^v Cukv tjm¿´v. F≥tPmbv C‰v, _´v hnXn≥ C‰vkv enan-‰v. (12˛mw t]Pns‚ XpS¿®) Xo¿®-bmbpw D≠v. Hcp IW-°n\p t\m°n-bm¬ A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ sNøm≥ \mS-I-sØ-°mƒ Ffp-∏-amWv. \mSIw \Ωƒ ssehmbn tÃPn¬ sNøp-I-bm-Wv. Fs¥-¶nepw sX‰p h∂m¬ AhnsS Xo¿∂p. CXn-emsW-¶n¬ dotS°v sNøp-Ibpw FUn‰v sNøpI-bp-sams° Bhmw. Pq¨-˛Pq-sse-bn¬ A°-c°m-gvNIƒ Sow bp.-sI.-bn¬ ssehv kn‰vtImw tÃPv t{]m{Km-an\p t]mIp-∂p-≠-t√m. BZy-am-bmWv ssehm-bn´v Cu kn‰vtImw Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p∂-Xv. AXn-\p-th-≠n-bp≈ dntl-gvk-ep-I-sf√mw XpSßntbm? dntl-gvk¬ F√mw t\csØ XpS-ßn. ssehv Bbn´p Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-tºmƒ anI® A`n-\bw Xs∂ ImgvN-sh°-Ww. AXn\v hfsc {]mIvSo-kns‚ AXym-h-iy-ap-≠v. kXyw ]d-™m¬, ho Uq Fhcn XnwKv {^w Zn t_m´w Hm^v Huh¿ lm¿´v. \Ωƒ A`n-\-bn-°p-I-b-√, icn°pw B IYm-]m-{X-am-bn´v Pohn-°p-I-bm-Wv. CXns‚ Hcp `mKam-Im≥ Ign-bp-∂-Xn¬ F\n°v hfsc kt¥m-j-ap-≠v. kPv\n°v Fs¥-¶nepw tlm_n-I-fpt≠m? kvIqfn¬ kvt]m¿Svkn-sems° D≠m-bn-cp-∂p. ]e t{Sm^n-Ifpw AXn\p hmßn-bn-´p-≠v. ]≈n-bnse {Sj-d-dm-Wv. Rm≥ hfsc "BIvSohv B≥Uv Hu´v tKmbnwKv' BWv. ho´p-ep-a-tX. F√m Gcn-bm-bnepw CS-s]-Sm-dp-≠v. `£W coXn-Iƒ Fs¥m-s°-bmWv? Aßs\ Rm≥ \n¿_-‘-°m-cn-b-√. F¥p-s≠-¶nepw Rm≥ Ign-°pw. ]mNIw sNøm-dp-≠v. ]m¿´n-Iƒs°√mw Bfp-Iƒ ho´n¬ hcp-tºmƒ Ah¿°p-th≠n ]mNIw sNøm\pw Hcp hnj-ahpw C√. ]ns∂ ho´n¬ D≈h-sc√mw ]mN-I-Øn¬ klm-bn-°m-dp-≠v. Ft∏m-gmWv IqSp-X¬ kt¥mjw tXm∂m-dp-≈Xv? IpSpw-_-tØm-sSm∏w kabw Nne-h-gn-°p-tºm-gm-Wv. {InkvXp-a v F∏n-tkm-Un¬ ]mSn-tI-´n-cp-∂p. ]m´v ]mSm-dpt≠m? sIzmb-dn-se√mw D≠v. ]m´v tIƒ°m\pw CjvS-am-Wv. Ccp-]Øn aq∂p h¿j-ambn Ata-cn-°-bn-emWv F∂p ]d-™-t√m. `mjm]-c-ambn AXv ae-bmfw kwkm-cn-°p-∂-Xns\ _m[n-®n-´pt≠m? AXn-√. ho´n¬ ae-bmfw Xs∂-bmWv kwkm-cn-°p-∂-Xv. shfn-bn¬ t]mIp-tºmgpw ae-bmfw kwkm-cn-°p-∂-Xn\p aSn-bn-√. Bsc-¶nepw tI´m¬ F¥p IcpXpw F∂-Xn-s\-Ip-dn-s®m∂pw Bh-em-Xn-bn-√. GXp Xcw hkv{X-ß-fmWv [cn-°m-\njvSw? kmcn. F\n°v kmcn-bmWv Gsd-bn-jvSw. Rm≥ kmcn-bp-SpØv IS-bnepw t]mIpw. Hm^o-kn¬ t]mbn-cp∂ ka-bØv sh≈n-bm-gvN-I-fn¬ kmcn-bpSpØp t]mIp-am-bn-cp-∂p. kv{Io\n¬ h∂-Xn-\p-tijw sk¬^v tIm¨jykvs\kv IqSn-b-Xmbn tXm∂n-bn-´pt≠m? Rm≥ CXn\p ap≥]v shfn-bn¬ t]mbm¬ Hcp kz‰v j¿´pw, As√-¶n¬ Hcp So j¿´pw C´v t]mIp-am-bn-cp-∂p. ]t£, Ct∏mƒ Nne-t∏mƒ Rm≥ hnNm-cn-°pw... ta _o Btcepw I≠mtem F∂v... AXp-sIm≠v Ipd®pw IqSn {i≤n-°m-dp-≠v. A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fn¬ h∂-Xn-\p-tijw ]pd-Øp-t]m-Ip-tºmƒ IqSp-X¬ Bfp-Iƒ Xncn-®-dn-bm-dnt√? Bƒ°q-´sØ kt¥m-j-tØmsS kzoI-cn-°mdpt≠m? Xo¿®-bmbpw hfsc kt¥m-j-am-Wv. B^v‰¿Hmƒ, tZbv Hƒen taUv 1990-˛-emWv `mcy-°pw, A∂v aq∂p hb- p-≠m-bn-cp∂ aI≥ tSman-\pw, H∏w hen-b-I-√p-¶¬ tPmkvIp´n Ata-cn-°-bn¬ FØp-∂-Xv. \m´n¬ ht® kn\n-a-bnepw \mS-I-Ønepw Hs° Iº-°m-c-\m-bn-cp∂p tPmkvIp-´n. C∂v At±-lsØ tPm¿Pv tX°pw-aq-´n¬ F∂ t]cn¬ Acn-bmhp∂ ae-bm-fn-Iƒ Npcp°-am-Wv. ae-bmfw ""Ipc-®p, Ipc®v Adn-bm-hp∂'' ]pXnb Xeap-d°p t]mepw A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ A{X taen-jvSw. a-Ωq-´n-bpsS ""cmP-am-WnIyw'' kw`m-jW ssien t]mse kw`m-j-W-Øn¬ X\-Xmb ao\-®n¬ ssien D]-tbm-Kn-°p∂ tPmkp-Ip-´n-bpsS lmky-hpw, kw`m-j-Whpw a‰pw ae-bm-fnIƒ°v ]pXp-a-bmbn tXm∂m-dp-≠v. ^nem-U¬^n-bm-bn¬ ""agho-W-∏m´v'' F∂ \mSIw thZn-bn¬ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-tºm-gmWv A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fpsS F_n h¿Kokpw (U-b-d-IvS¿), AP-b≥ thWp tKm]m-e\pw (apJy Xnc-°-Ym-Ir-Øv), tPmkvIp-´nsbbpw kPv\n-sbbpw Is≠-Øp-∂-Xv. B \mS-I-am-bn-cp∂p Ah-cpsS HUo-j-\pw. t{]£-Isc s]m´n-®n-cn-∏n-°p∂ tPm¿Pv tX°p-waq-´n-ens\ Ah¿ AhnsS Is≠-Øn. tPmkvIp-´n-bmWv A°-c-°mgvNIfnse as‰mcp kp{]-[m\ IYm-]m-{X-amb Kncn-Kn-cnsb Cu kn‰vtIman-te°v sIm≠p hcm-\p≈ {][m\ ]¶v hln-®-Xv. \mSv Dg-hq-cn-\-Sp-Øp≈ shfn-b-∂q¿. tj¿fn-bmWv tPmkvIp-´n-bpsS kl-[¿Ωn-Wn. aI≥ tSmw Kmb-I-\pw, aIƒ ao\p \¿Ø-In-bp-am-Wv. \yq Pgvkn-bnse ""ss^≥ B¿Svkv ae-bmfw'' F∂ ¢∫ns‚ cq]o-I-cWw apX¬ AXnse kPo-h- AwK-hpamWv tPmkp-Ip-´n. Cu ¢∫v hgn Ac Uk-t\mfw \mS-I-߃ Ata-cn-°-bnse ]e `mK-ß-fn-embn Ah-X-cn-∏n-®n-´p-≠v. tijw ASpØ t]Pn¬ 14 2009 ˛ sabv _nemØn ae-bmfn F∂m-Wv. AXp-sIm-≠mWv P\w AXv kzoI-cn-®-Xpw. AXn¬ Ir{Xn-a-ambn H∂p-an-√. Hcp F∏n-tkm-Un¬ Un.-sP. Bbn´p h∂Xv kz¥w aI-\m-W-t√m. F¥mbn-cp∂p B cwK-߃ A`n-\-bn-°p-tºmƒ D≠m-bn-cp∂ tNtXmhnImcw? aI-\m-Ip-tºmƒ a‰p-≈htcm-sSm∏w A`n-\bn-°p-∂Xpt]me-tßm´v hcm≥ - _p≤n-ap´p hcpw. ]t£, henb {]iv\w H∂pw h∂n√ (Nn-cn-°p-∂p....). GsX-¶nepw Hcp F∏n-tkm-Un-t\mSv IqSp-X¬ CjvS-tam, {]tXy-I-Xtbm tXm∂n-bn-´pt≠m? kXy-Øn¬ F\n°v F√m F∏n-tkm-Up-Ifpw CjvS-am-Wv. A∏-®-s\bpw sIm≠v tP°-_ns‚ ho´n¬ t]mIp∂ Hcp F∏n-tkm-Up-≠v. AsX-\n°v CjvS-s∏´ H∂m-Wv. ]ns∂bm eu F∏n-tkmUpw CjvS-am-Wv. Kncn-Kn-cn-bp-ambn sk‰nepw Imep-hm-c-em-tWm, AtXm kv{Io\nte Dt≈m? sk‰nepw Aßs\ Xs∂-bmWv (Nn-cn...) Kncn-Kn-cnsb h¿j-ß-fmbn ]cnN-b-ap-s≠-¶nepw Cu sk‰n¬ sh®mWv ASpØp ]cn-N-b-am-b-Xv. F¥p-thW--sa-¶nepw ]d-bp-hm-\p≈ kzmX-{¥y-hp-ap-≠v, ]c-kv]-cw. bp.-sI.-bnse tÃPv t{]m{Km-an\p apt∂m-Sn-bmbn Fs¥m-s°-bmWv sNøp∂Xv? dntl-gvk¬ CXn-t\m-SIw Xs∂ XpSßn Ign-™p. PqWn-emWv ]cn]mSn Bcw-`n-°p-∂-Xv. R߃ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°m≥ πm≥ sNøp-∂Xv A°-c°m-gvN-I-fnse AtX t]mse ]pXnb F∏n-tkm-Up-I-fm-Wv. ]pXnb \mes©Æw R߃ ]Tn-°-bm-Wv. AXv thZn-bn¬ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-I-sb-∂-XmWp-t±-iw. a‰p tÃPv t{]m{Kmw t]mse-b√, A°-c°m-gvNIƒ Xs∂ R߃ tÃPn¬ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-I-bm-Wv. ASpØ kok-Wn¬ A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ aSßn hcp∂pt≠m? R߃°v aSßn hc-Wsa-∂mWv Xmev]cyw. Ct∏mƒ Hcp \o≠ t{_°v FSp-°p-I-bm-Wv. ImcWw Ipd®v tÃPv t{]m{Kmwkv Hs° sNøm≥ Xmev]cy-ap-≠v. C{Xbpw \mƒ R߃ {^ok¿ho-kmWv sNbvX-Xv. C\n apt∂m´p≈ Imcyw... GsX-¶nepw \s√mcp kvt]m¨k-dns\ Is≠-Øn-bnt´ sNøp∂p-≈q. ]t£, R߃ Xo¿®-bmbpw aSßn hcp-∂p-≠v. an°-hmdpw sk]v‰w_¿ ˛ HIvtSm-_-tdmsS AXp-≠m-hpw. Imc-Ww, HØncn t]cn-jvS-s∏-Sp∂ ]cn-]m-Sn-bm-Wn-Xv. IY-I-sfms° C\nbpw HØncn ]pXn-b-Xp-≠v. R߃ Xncn®p hcpw... Xo¿®-bm-bpw. A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fnse A`n-\-b-Øn¬ \n∂pw kn\n-a-bn-te°v C\nbpw F{XbIe-ap≠v? \s√mcp Nm≥kv In´n-bm¬ Xo¿®-bmbpw kzoI-cn-°pw. kn\n-a-bv°mbn H∂p c≠pamkw Chn-SsØ tPmenbpw h®v \m´n¬ t]mbn \n¬°m-s\ms° _p≤n-ap-´m-Wv. ]ns∂ hcp-∂-Xp-t]mse hc-s´. (13˛mw t]Pns‚ XpS¿®) ag-ho-W-∏m-´n¬ \n∂pw A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fn-te°v h∂-t∏mƒ F¥mWv hyXymkw tXm∂n-bXv? Fs‚ A\p-`-h-Øn¬ kn‰vtIman¬ A`n-\-bn-°p-∂-XmWv IqSp-X¬ Ffp∏w. \ap°v Fs¥-¶nepw sX‰p ]‰n-bm¬ am‰n-sb-Sp-°mw... tÃPm-Ip-tºmƒ Hcn-°¬ sX‰n-bm¬ sX‰n. Ct∏m-gsØ Xe-ap-d-°mcm-Wt√m A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fpsS Bcm-[-I-cn¬ Gdnb ]¶pw. CXns‚ ImcWw F¥m-sW-∂mWv tXm∂p-∂Xv? ]ecpw Ft∂mSp ]d-bm-dp≠v: ""Fs‚ ho´n¬ \S-°p-∂-sXms° AXpt]mse Xs∂ \n߃ A°-c-°m-gvN-I-fn¬ ImWn-°p∂p'' AXp-sIm≠v IYm-]m{Xw ]cn-Nbap≈ Hcm-fm-sW∂p tXm∂p-∂Xn¬ B›-cy-an-√. ssZhm- \p-{Klw sIm≠m-hmw, ImWn-Iƒ hfsc CjvS-s∏-´p. Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bm-fn-Iƒ sNøp-∂-Xpw, F∂m¬ ]pdØp ]d-bm≥ aSn°p-∂-Xp-amb kw`-h-߃ C\nbpw A°-c-°m-gvN-Iƒ hgn t{]£-I¿ ImWm≥ CS-bpt≠m? Hcp amXn-cn-sb√mw \Ωƒ ImWn-®p-sh-¶nepw C\nbpw [mcmfw _m°nbp-≠v. apºv \m´n¬ \n∂pw BZy-ambn Ata-cn-°-bn¬ hcp-∂-h¿°v H∂p c≠p h¿j-tØ°v sR´-em-Wv. Cu Ah-ÿ-bn-emWv ]e tImam-fn-Ø-cßfpw sNbvXp t]mIp-∂-Xv. Ct∏mƒ ChnsS hcp-∂-h-scms° \√ hnZym`ym-k-ap-≈-h-cm-Wv. C\n hcp-∂-hcpw Cß-s\-bm-bm¬ \ap°v sFUn-bIƒ°v ]™-am-Ipw. A°-c°m-gvNIfnse kw`m-jW߃ dnb¬ ssSw dn°m¿Unw-Km-Wt√m. - - AXn-s\-]‰n F¥mWv A`n-{]mbw? sk‰n¬ Nne-t∏mƒ Hm¨ Zn kvt]m´v Nne \º-dp-Iƒ hcpw. AsX√mw hfsc Cukn-bmbn dn°m¿Uv sNøm≥ ]‰pw. U∫nw-Km-Ip-tºmƒ F√mw t\csØ Fgp-Xn-h-bv°-Ww. AXp-sIm≠v Hcp Iem-Im-cs\ kw_-‘n®v Hm¨ Zn kvt]m´n¬ U∫v sNøp-∂-Xm-sW-fp-∏w. IYm-]m-{X-߃ XΩn-ep≈ sIan-kv{Sn-bpsS cl-ky-sa-¥m-Wv, {]tXy-In®v dn≥kn-sb∂ IYm-]m-{X-hp-ambn? ]e-scbpw R߃°v t\cn-´-dn-bmw. AXp-X-s∂-bm-IWw Aßs\ hcp∂-Xv. ]t£ Fs∂ kw_-‘n®v dn≥kn-b-√, thsd GXp IYm-]m-{X-ambmepw Rm≥ Cßs\ Xs∂tb {]k‚ v sNøp-I-bp-≈q. Rm≥ a\- n¬ B IYm- ] m- { X- Ø n\v Hcp cq]w sImSp- Ø n- ´ p≠v ˛ AXmWv tPm¿Pv tX°pwaq´n¬. ]ns∂ F√m-h¿°pw Cu A`n-\b taJ-e-bn¬ Ipd®v Adnbp-Ibpw sNømw. G‰hpw {][m\ LSIw t\csØ Adnbmw F∂-Xm-hmw. IpSpw_w Hmtcm F∏n-tkmUpw I≠n´v A`n-{]mbw {]I-Sn-∏n-°m-dpt≠m? D≠v... Ah-cXv ]d-bm-dp-≠v, Ah¿ hna¿in-°m-dp-≠v. ho´n¬ ]d-bp-∂Xv ""UmUn ChnsS ]d-bpw-t]m-se-bt√ ]d-bp-t∂.... CXm¿°pw ]d-bm≥ ]‰pw''